Monthly Archives of : May, 2009

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A new passion is bubbling out of me!

I have been awaking each new day with a sense of refreshness, a new urgency a new passion. If you have known me for any amount of time, you should know that I have lived my life even before cancer with this motto… live this life to it’s fullest because we only have one shot. […]

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Filler Up…

Today was my first fill…. fill you ask? Well it is officially time to start my reconstruction. I was not sure how it all worked, I knew they had to inject me. It was a piece of cake, got a little freaked when another women came out to the waiting room before me. She told […]

Embracing the new me!

Embracing the new me!

My last post talked about to stuff or not to stuff. I went one day as a stuffed teenager. I ventured out to the doctors and some errands. But at the end of the day it was just another thing to add to my list of things to get ready. As women we are told […]

Day #19 post-op

Day #19 post-op

Today was a fabulous day. Today I had a wonderful visit with a friend, sitting on my back deck. Today I got my last 2 drains out. Today I celebrated with lunch with my favorite guy Forrest and my favorite four year old Colbey. Today, I can feel my body start to bounce back. Today […]

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Gratitude

My mental and emotional well being is recovering faster than my body. I know that in time I will physically catch up as well. All in all, though I can feel myself on the road to recovery in all aspects. Today I am full of gratitude! Words will never be enough for all of the […]

The secret sorority, that no one wants to join

The secret sorority, that no one wants to join

There is a secret sorority that exsists, one that the members never had a choice in joining. I am apart of this sorority now, and through this sorority I have found support. I have learned there is always another sister going through much worse… I have also learned that what that other sister is going […]

The truth about living in the moment

The truth about living in the moment

This past weekend I had my darkest days since my diagnosis. I think it all began on Thursday, as the bandages fell to the floor in the small doctor office. Living in the moment has been something that I have learned over the past year. It is not easy, it is a constant battle to […]

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Gabi has a broken leg!

So on Wednesday night, Gabi was at her cousins house with Grandma. She went on the trampoline for the first time! Yeah for Gabi… not really. In the end, not sure what happened since I was in bed. But Gabi began crying…. came home to us, very upset. I wanted to hold her and carry […]