Monthly Archives of : April, 2009

Saying good bye… tomorrow is the day

Saying good bye… tomorrow is the day

I was really ok when I woke up this morning. My head feel a bit heavy but other than that I woke up with a thankful heart. I am thankful that I am not loosing my site, my hearing, any of my limbs. I am overall healthy, I am thankful that I am loosing something […]

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My boobie send off party!

If you know me, then you know I love to have parties. Any excuse to get together and love on one another. So when I knew that a bilateral mastectomy was in my near future I decided to throw a party for my “girls” a send off so to speak, a celebration of life. I […]

The “Big” surgery set!

The “Big” surgery set!

Surgery #2 date set I woke up this morning full of emotions. Last night I learned that a girl who I had been seeing on the young cancer board, who I have been following her journey had passed yesterday. It hit me on so many levels, she is a stranger to me really, but yet […]

A Ten Year Old With Breast Cancer

A Ten Year Old With Breast Cancer

Last night I went to breastcancer.org, a website I occasionally go too, to get information. Last night I was shocked to read a post from a young mother. A twenty nine year old mother was not on the site for herself. She just found out the lump that her daughter had, came back positive for […]

The power for plants and soil

The power for plants and soil

Today was a beautiful day, the sun is so bright and it is warming up. I find joy in watching my flowers grow. From year to year they get lusher and bigger. Today I spent time planting, my hands in the wet soil, carefully transplanting the roots into the pots. In this I find peace, […]

How Are You?

How Are You?

I am getting this question a lot these days. I don’t mind, but I am not one to say I am great when in realty on the inside I feel so overwhelmed that I just want to curl up in my warm bed. But if you dare to ask the the question…”How are you?” my […]

Cancerland Vacation

Cancerland Vacation

Since Monday I went on Cancer land vacation. Forrest and I took the kids on Monday to Grass Valley for a fun little adventure. It was so nice to soak up the 85 degree weather and forget about the beast, called cancer living inside me. We went to a old gold mine and explored the […]